Monthly Archives: May 2015

A difficult milestone

The boy has been on my mind more and more over the past week with our anniversary approaching – my first without him. It would have been our 25th. When the day finally came it was almost a relief. I spent it with … Continue reading

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And then it happened

I found the boy in my dreams again this morning and this time I got it right. I knew when I saw him that it was a dream. Desperate to keep him there I dashed in for a hug. I … Continue reading

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The perils of dreaming

I remember how hard it was in the early years to let go of the lives we had before. It was an obsessive craving. I wanted desperately to return to the world that was, helplessly hoping that it was a bad … Continue reading

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On touch

I overdid some chores the other day and did something painful to my back. Not a new problem – and usually one that clears up on it’s own. In the past I would prevail on the boy to help nudge the process along when … Continue reading

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